I know that i should keep this more up to date, but what can i say other things come first. I think that things in my life tend to be way to complicated to understand if you are not in my life. My friends tend to tell me that i am to over dramatic about my health, but i don't understand how they can say something when they are not living with what i am. I know that people might think I am the type of person that can deal with things as they fall, because i don't complain about what happens to me and i don't ball up like a baby when i am not feeling well. I like to look at my life as an open window. There could be a cold breeze and i am in pain or there could be a warm breeze and i feel really good. I never have the same day twice. I am a open book of feelings and pain. However, i am not an open book about talking about what i am going through. Someone in my family let me listen to something that i thought was very funny and yet very true. the recording said that "life could always suck more".
