know who you are

when people see me they think i am some kind of shy girl who they can just tell to sit down and i will. they think that i don't have a mind of my own, but i have news for them i do have my own mind, i just keep it to my self. i do my best when i am doing my own thing. when i am listening to my music i am at peace. when i am at home in my bed i am resting for the long day ahead of me. when i am with the people that i love i am in heaven, because i know i can be me. when i am cooking i am a happy camper, because i don't have to worry about what others are saying about me and how i eat or what i am eating. what i am trying to say with this is that be happy with who you are, because if you are not no one else will be.

2008

Another year older and still dealing with the same crazy stuff from the same crazy people. i think it is funny that the people in your life who are causing you the most pain dont even know that they are doing it. my vow for this year is to tell people what and how i really feel. i think if i do this i might hurt a few feelings, but i figure that they are not considering mine so why should i give a damn what i do to them. i am a nice person and i think that nice people get kicked on more and more for not speakng up. there are people in my family who keep telling me that i need to start speaking up for my self more often and i know that they are right, but it is hard to change over night. how old am i (well if you know me you know the answer to that question) so i am not going to say.
2008 is going to bring peace and hope to all of us. to the people that i know i hope that god blesses you and the rest of the family with joy,health, and what ever else you might want or need.