this is a re-post for those who did not get it.

ok. i am feeling a little better, but i still have a little anger pint up in me. i took a walk with a friend today and that helped me calm down just a little. i tried to pray about it but that really did not help, because i kept getting interrupted by the person that pissed me off. i tried to swing my anger away at the park by the lake and i think that helped a little. when i decided to go home and did somethings around the house to help clear my head a little more, but i think what really helped me was knowing that if i don't forgive or forget i can not move on with my life or my day. i am the kind of person that once you cross me it is hard to get back on my good side. i think i can forget what that person said to me but i don't think i can forgive, because it really hurt me and as you all know i don't like to be hurt. so. it is now 1:24 am and i have listened to my sad and depressing music and i read my bible and i think tonight i can go to bed knowing that i am the bigger person. my feeling were hurt by someone who claims to love and care for me and i don't know how i could ever forget that, but i will do my very best to forgive. i just have to remember what i tell other and do it for my self and that is, if you don't love your self no one else will and if you don't like your self no one will either, i think those are my words to live by. i love my family and i love my friends very much and i don't want to lose any of them. i want everyone to be happy and find their own little place in this world, all i ask, is that you do it with an open heart and mind and realize that words do hurt. if the person deserves it than fine but make sure they do, because once you say something it is hard to take back.
-xoxoxo