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i have been trying to make some hard decisions for my life for the last couple of days. i have asked different friends for their opinions but i know that they can only tell me what they think. i know that it is my life but sometimes a little help from the people that care about you can go along way. i know that they might just say what i want to hear or they might just tell me the truth and not really care about the impact it will have on me. i think that's a very good thing, because a true friend will tell you what is really on their minds. i am the kind of person that likes to be told what to do sometimes. i know that might sound a little juvenile but that's how i am. i know that my judgement about some people can be a little foggy, so i depend on the people that i love to tell me what they think and if they think i am making a mistake. i am the type of person that can give very good advice but for some reason i cant take my own words and use them for myself. i love to help people but i am careful with who i let help me. i am the last person to ask for help even when i know i need it. it is not a pride thing it is just how i am. i have compassion, love, understanding, and a open heart to anyone who wants it. i know that's the biggest problem that i have. i tend to be too open, too nice, and too serving to those who are around me but what can i say that is what makes me happy.
-xoxoxo