This is going to be my last sent blog for a while. I write my blogs so that people can read and keep up with me and what ever ramblings i have going on in my head. Some of my thoughts are deep and some of them are a little on the crazy side, but hey that's just how i am.
I am going to be making a few changes in my life. I am going to start looking at some of my " so called friends" to figure out if they are really friends. I am doing this because i don't have the time for fake and careless feelings. I don't like spending time with people who really don't care if i am there or not. I want to be around friends who care, who are sincere, and who will be there for me as i will always be there for them. I am a very good person, i have a kind heart,and i don't like my kindness to be taken advantage of. I don't want people calling me because they think they have to or because it is the right thing. I don't want to feel like an obligation, because that's not how friends should be with each other.
What makes for a true friend, well i will tell you. A true friend calls just to chat, not when they are lonely or when they want something. A true friend listens no matter how difficult the subject is, because that's what they are there for. A true friend shows how he or she feels, because if not how would we ever know that they care. A true friend male or female will open their hearts and let you in, because they know that you will never hurt them. A true friend will tell you when you are being selfish, closed minded, and cold. A true friend will never make you feel unwanted and unloved. A true friend is a friend that you can count on during hard times, because if they are not there during the bad why would you want them there for the good. I know i have posted about this before but i want it to sink in. So, if you are the kind of friend that i have listed above and you know it with out question, then i am sure you have others as well as my ever lasting love, loyalty, and respect. If you have doubts and are questioning your friendships then you need to make changes, or you will no longer be called my friend or anyone else's.
I realized that i have more male friends than female and you would think with that many, i would never have guy trouble, but guess what, i do. If you look at my phone i have about 56 guys ( not including family). I have 24 females (not including family) i think that is kind of sad, but i get along with guys for some reason.
I am going to be cleaning house with my phone and check to see if i even talk to all these people. I don't ever want anyone to feel neglected by me because i would not want to feel that.
Well, i guess that's it. I will see you when i see you. Keep checking back, because you never know i might sneak some new post in and just not send them out
