It has come to my attention that I am angel. Fine, if I am an angel why do I keep finding devious men? Why can't I find the true love that I want?
I have never had a problem meeting men, I just keep meeting the wrong ones. I know what I want out of a guy and what I don't want, so why can't I find it? Either he is too distant or too close. I want, and I am sure many other women want, a man who is consistant or some where in the middle.
I think I have finally found what I am looking for in a man. He is sweet, kind, honest, and he knows what he wants. He tells me that he wants me and that he wants to be with me, but there is a part of me that is scared of the feelings that he has, because I have been hurt in the past. I am not sure if they are real, but if they are real I hope he is not just playing with my emotions. If he is, I hope he gets what's coming to him. I only have a little faith in men left in me, so I hope this is real.
When men play with our emotions, they just don't know that they are skating on thin ice. Men say that don't like head games but they are the main game players. They say they want honesty but they would not know the truth if it bit them in the ass. They say " I love you " but do they really know what that word means.
I love you means this: unconditional, compassion, willing to help, love with out fault, and being there even if you don't want to be there, I love you simply means, I love you for who you are, not for what you have, orfor what you bring, it means I love you just because you complete me in all ways that count.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Playing with emotions
Posted by Damaged Love at 2:45 AM