A Great Fear of Loss

What do you do when someone you love leaves? How are you are supposed to act? What are supposed to say when someone asks are you ok? I wish i knew, because my loss has been great and i don't know how to handle it.I wish someone could tell me, because i have this urge to yell out and cry.It is 2:15 am and i am just getting home from the longest short drive of my life. i thought that i should wright this down before my emotions take the better of me and i break down completely.So,to all of those who have lost someone that they love remember that they are always with you in your heart. I hope my pain fades soon and my heart heals, because i don't take sadness the same as everyone else.
XOXOXO

The Only One That Can Help

Has anyone ever been told by another person that you are too loving? well i have been. I do not think that was or is a bad thing, but i guess it is. A good friend of mine told me that because i am like i am, it opens me up to getting hurt by the people that i let in. This person told me that a good heart attracts bad people and that i have the sweetest, nicest, and open heart of anyone she knows, so she is not shocked that i have been dealing with the wrong kinds of people. She told me that i need to be careful who i let into my life, because they can ether be the best thing for me or the worst. I have even had family members to tell me this, so i guess these people know what they are talking about. I think that i have to pull back from people when i feel myself getting too close to them, because if i don't i might be the one getting hurt in the end. I am going to take what these people tell me to heart and really be careful about who i trust and who i let in.