Life and death, energy and peace, if it all stoped today it was still worth it? I might say yes, but part of me screams hell no! Even all the terrible mistakes that I made and would gladly unmake if given the chance. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, was it really worth it to be told that I was wanted and loved? No. Not so much. For having someone near me and close to my heart, for finding out what fake love, cheating love, hostile love was all about. That was my hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, in it, and above it.
