"no puedo vivir sin mi vida, yo no puedo llive sin mi alma"

OK, my friend kyle came back tonight and i was not expecting him back till Tuesday. he called me not too long ago and asked if i could come over or if he could come and pick me up. i told him that i was going to be busy for most of the night, but he said that the time did not matter and that he just needed to see me. the funny thing is he has never asked me could he come over, he just always showed up. that makes me wonder what happened while he was away. it has me worried. i want to know whats in his head. i also want him to know that i'm not going to come running when he calls. but then again he has always come to me when i called on him. so maybe it is my turn to run.
we are just friends because of reasons that's between him and i. i like that he is my friend and i know how he is and i know i can't make him behave he has to want to do it. i learned that when it comes to men and friendships you can't change them if they don't want to change. you just have to love and care for them for who they are and if you can't then maybe the friendship was just not meant to be. men in general are very fickle creatures. they are wild and all over the place until they find what or who can tame them.
kyle is one of the guys in my life that make me cringe. he does not know what he wants or hell sometimes he does not know who he wants to be.
him and i are both on the same team. we are both single, somewhat happy, and almost from time to time a little too close for comfort.
at this point in my life I'm happy being single (for now) because i have no one to answer to, no one to make happy, and no one calling and checking up on me. so for now i am going to enjoy my single hood, because i know once it is gone I'm going to miss the freedom.
"no puedo vivir sin mi vida, yo no puedo llive sin mi alma"