What's on my mind...

To live, love, hate, to have faith you really need to know yourself and the person that god wants you to be. God made us all just the way he wanted us to be. He made the good, the bad, the crazy, the beautiful and the ugly. He made us so that we all can be different.. But I often wonder, if he makes the crazy why does he put them off on the sane.? You know what, I don't even want to know.. I have one two many crazy people in my life and the funny thing is they don't know they are crazy, but I see it in them.. I see the strange way they act and how they treat other people and let me tell you its not cool by any means..I ask god over and over why does he put such people in our lives, and I can only come up with three options. 1. They are in our lives to make us stronger 2. That we can make them better 3. Maybe its just a test to find out what we are made of, either way it is so not fair. I'm getting tired of dealing with people who don't want, need or accepts my friendship. I keep finding crazy and I don't know why. I'm not crazy in anyway. I have my own silly way of thinking and being. I am shy, silly, strange and oddly offset but that's just the way god made me. I have been praying to be free of the crazy in my life. I have been praying for peace of mind know that I can walk away and I will be fine.. So untill my prayers are answered I will deal with the drama. Untill I know and feel its time, I will hold on because that's the kind of person I am...